finally~ i was so happy to know that "tomorrow is going to be my trip with my classmates".. i couldnt sleep that night.. i kept thinking of what's going to happen?,what ride am i going to ride? would i be scared? can i force myself to go in the hunted house? what would be in there? who am i going to enter with? would i die in there of getting to scared? would the roller coaster fall when i ride it?? would it rain?? what would happen if i got lost from the others? what am i supposed to do?!..
all those questions kept my mind too busy to sleep.. when i looked at my cellphone i found out that it was 11PM and i was supposed to wake up 2 hours after that!! so i forced myself to sleep!!..
my mobile was ringing "alarm" so i woke up to see that it was already 1AM..i thought to myself "just gonna close my eyes for a while then ill go to the bathroom"..i sudenly woke up and found out it was already 2:32AM and we're supposed to be at the school at 3AM!! and i take really long time to take a bath and get my stuff ready for the day~...
i jumped to the bathtub and openned the shower.. the water that came out from it was soo cold!! ahh~~ anyways.. after that .. they we're calling me from downstairs and yelling at me and making me hurry cause my two cousins are waiting for me with my uncle to take us to school "they were with me along the trip" so got in a hurry and went down stairs.. ate breakfast (cause my grandmother forced me to) then went in the car.. when we reached the school we waited for about 20-30 minutes till the bus came.. then 15-20 minutes waiting in the bus for my classmates who are late..sir Rudy came in for a while just to see who came and who didn't and to wish us all to enjoy the trip then went down the bus at some point..i think he really loves San Jose for doing so..even though he gets mad at us sometimes.. i guess he does that just to guide us along the right way of life ..well..back to the subject.. the bus was so cold that i thought i would freeze as soon as we get to "San Agustin Museum"..it took us more than 4 hours i think to get there.. we took some pictures inside the bus.. then had my MP3 and shades on "so mo one would see how i look like sleeping" had them all the way to the Museum..i was so glad when we stopped at a gasoline station ..looked around for a CR and it was FULL!!.. i dont like crowded places so i just had to go look for another CR.. we finally found one at KFC~ me and Jo Marvie went running to the CR. actually.. it was only me running..well.. there was no one there. i was so glad i had the CR all for myself this time!! ..anyway..after that, when we got to "San Agustin Museum". i was so amazed by the church there which happened to be the oldest church.. it was so beautiful~  it almost made me cry!.. too bad taking pictured wasn't allowed.. but got to sneak up my camera and take some stolen shots of it "sorry to those who said its not allowed.. just had to~ "..we went around the museum .. i was with Jo Marvie the whole time.. after that.. we went to "Jose Rizal"'s house.. or "shrine" .. i dont know.. it was his house....umm..well..anyway!! we got in and it was quiet a large house.. but to think of it.. all i saw was "wood".... so we went outside right away.. it was time for lunch so we had it in the bus while waiting for the others.. the others decided to eat lunch at the garden.. while me and some of the girls went to the CR again!! to change clothes.. we went to the bus right after that..turned out they were only waiting for us~.
i was trying my best to sleep in the bus since i couldnt sleep the night before that.. but i couldnt help but looking at the window..i've seen the Philippines last year already.. but looking at it now without my family with me just seem so different.. .we finally reached Enchanted Kingdom!!! I WAS SO EXITED!! specially after seeing the roller coaster go round and round (AAAAH!!).. we stood under the sun waiting for our turn to get in.. it was a very long line.. other schools were there too .. and alot of tourist.. when we got in.. i told some of the girls that were with me to come with me to the hunted house.. i was so exited about it but they didnt want to go there.. turned out that there was no hunted house anyway.. so i told them to ride the roller coaster instead!!.. we were in a long~ very long line to ride the roller coaster..seeing those peole screaming and yelling made me so excited!! i couldnt wait for my turn to ride.. when we were half way ..the people with me chickened out and went out of the line!! I WAS THERE BY MYSELF but i still wanted to ride!!.. suddenly saw Jeanica,Bolyne amd Valery.. they were looking for someone to ride with so i was so glad i finally have 3 other people i know to ride with!! we were waiting and waiting for our turn.. we got so excited when it was out turn!! WE WERE GOING TO BE CALLED BY THE MAN WORKING THERE TO RIDE AND WHEN HE SPOKE TO US HE SAID!!!: sorry po di na kame pwede makpasakay.. umuulan na po kase eh..... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!
HOW DO YOU THINK THAT FEELS LIKE!?! .. i was speechless and got depressed.. didnt want to ride anything else.. just thought of going back home .. i wanted to chop someone's head off!!!
me and Jeanica were left by the others along with Dean.. we were following dean on the way back to the bus.. cause we really are gonna get lost if we didnt follow him.. ( THANKS DEAN!! ) .. so we went back in the bus waiting for that rain to stop!!..when it stopped~ we went back in.. i got back into the mood where i wanted to ride the rides again!! me and Jeanica saw the Wild River and wanted to ride it~!.. i think we went around the whole ride-path to look for the gate.. turned out that the gate was at the first point we started walking... we really got pissed!!.. specially after seeing those huge amount of people .. we were like ".........we SUFFERED under the rain for THIS!?!?!?!" .... we got depressed again and gave up.. went back to the bus and stayed there this time.. atleast she get to ride one ride while i didnt get to ride ANYTHNG~ ZERO~ NONE~ NOTHING~ AAAAAAAAAH~~~!!!
at the bus.. i exchanged seat with CJ cause i wanted to seat in the back.. it was much comfortable there to sit.. and sleep~~.. suddenly a bunch of girls from my class sat beside me.. (sorry girls but you all were too noisy.. even sir Kevin couldn't sleep!!) .. some of them moved to other seats and i was so glad. "FINALLY" i said to myself.. Chelsea was sleeping in my hand .. she thought it was my bag .. she almost fell when the bus stops so Jeanica woke her up~..  the bus stopped for us to eat dinner at the gasoline station.. we ordered some cupped soup since KFC and Burger King were crowded.. *sigh*.. we all ate at the bus.. there was a point when i looked at the window again and rememered my mom,sis and best friend.. i wished they were there to experience all that with me.. a tear fell on my face but i stopped cause i dont like crying infront of people.. ..saw everyone around me sleeping so i went to sleep too.. while sleeping something hard fell on my head.. i woke up to check what it is.. turned out to be Cedrick's head ( sorry but your head is heavy!! IT HURTS!!) .. i tried to move my head away he'd wake up and move his head ..he falls asleep again and there goes a bang on my head again *sniff-sniff* i let him sleep on my head this time instead of moving and banging again.. didnt want my head to get banged again.. ... when i woke up.. i saw everyone else up before me.. except for Martian.. i saw the guys throw yuckee stuff at his mouth and lauhing at him while sleeping.. i thought it was too rude.. but what can i do??.. when we reached the school.. i found my uncle waiting for us out of the bus.. said goodbye to the (AIR) then went along to find our car.. reached home and i was too tired!! fell asleep as soon as i got my head  on the pillow .. woke up today and my back hurts.. i guess it was of the positions i had in the bus while "trying" to sleep.. my head hurts from not being able to sleep well the night before that..and feel dizzy when i stand *cries* hope i get well soon..thinking of what happened yesterday at Enchanted made me mad.. but it was really fun at the bus~ my classmates are fun ^-^ me woves you all~!! really had a good time with you people.. even though we're not close friends yet...really love u people~!!

i'm going to edit and add some pix soon.. HOPE YOU ENJOY READING THIS LONG STORY AZU!!
i bet you got bored readin sensei~~ just summarize de story for doneh n ghostie "if you read this"

HAHAHAHHA.. guess what happened today??!?
me and my cousins went to the basketball court to practice basketball for the intrums.. we found the pool so blue and clean.. me and my cousins decided to go for a swim!
so three of my cousins went to get towels and clothes.. while me and my younger cousin waited for them near the pool.. when they came back i went to jump without thinking.. it was fun~.
after a while of swimming.. it suddenly rain.. we we're still swimming and didn't care about the rain.. till they're moms and our grandmother came by car to shout at us and made us go home.. we didn't ride the car with them.. we went home walking XD.. the rain was so heavy and the wint was so strong.. felt like i was in a movie.. i know mom would get very mad at me >_< i'm sorry.. but i really had fun! and atleast i got to experience walking under the rain..my back hurts by the way.. have no idea why..*sigh* that's all for today.. hope you're reading this azu~ me missed yah~

well, i wasn't able to use the internet for a while so i'm writing this journal now...i'm listening to a song of Alice Nine. called White Prayer.. my sister's friend send it to me ^o^ ( thanks! this song is awesome!! ) she actually asked me why i'm not writing any journals..so i decided to do this now.. v.v..ill make it short though..if you want the long ones you'll see them in my sister's account @_@ ~~~~> http://azu_ra.livejournal.com/ <~~~~

June7-8

well..we rode a plane to Qatar at first with some Chinese guys.. one of them was sitting beside mom and my younger bro..they were talking bout wierd stuff..and the other was beside me and my older sis..he was quiet..we were in the plane for like 1 hour and 30 mins...when we landed on Qatar we rode this bus which have no seats and stand there till you get to the building of the airport..i talked with some indian guy..he was kind..v.v..
when we reached there we waited and waited till we rode the next plane to Manila..
my aunt and uncle had tickets in the buisness class..they gave it to us instead..so me in my sister were in the buisness class XD

they served wierd foods.. they served us shrimps..i didn't know how to eat shrimps.. i ate it all and turned out that i had to remove the tail first @____@..

i tried to sleep but i couldn't.. so i watched Night at the Museum...and played some games that they have there..when we were almost near i woke up my sis and kept grinning 8D, i couldnt belive that we were finally there after staying up for like 2 days straight..and i couldn't sleep well the whole week before that too..

anyway..when we reached philippines we took our boxes and bags and our stuff..we went outside and there was my grandma and my cousin..my grandpa was waiting for us in the car..it took us another 4,5or 6 hours i think to get to our place from Manila..v.v..still couldn't sleep that time..

....I still can't believe it..
I'm going to move to Philippines and live for the rest of my live...O.o.
we're actually packing my stuff now and burning my files into DVD's..
I just said goodbye to some of my friends two days ago I think… I was surprised ..when I answered the phone they were crying and kept asking me if I was really going or not.. some of them sent me messages on my mobile and some others were talking to me on msn..
after realizing that they where all crying just cause I'm leaving i couldn't help but cry too  I didn't know I was loved by my friends..
i still can't believe that I'm leaving home..O.o, leaving my sister here alone with mom and dad T-T.
I'LL MISS YOU GUYS A LOT!!

I'm going to start grade 7 "first year" there O.o
to think of it.. I'll finish my last exams of grade 7 at 31 and after a week or two ill start first year " grade 7 " again in Philippines.. T-T
atleast there's only till fourth year " grade 9 " there  I'll go to college before my classmates here

hmm, and a good thing is that i'll be able to make a band there , and there's a chance Alice Nine. and Gazetto visit Philippines since it's an Asian country and it's near to Japan

we just finished two weeks of exams!! still have one tomorrow and i'm suposed to study today.. but i guess ill try to study now and finish in the morning tomorrow.
school sucks, its even worst than final exams.. well, atleast theres only like one month left before school finishes.
i so love life without school!
we're going to philippines soon and i can't wait >_________<.
..beh, i'm gone to study now.

i think this might be my worst month ever -__-'
first, i had a fight with one of my friends and her sister in school, she was actually the stupid one for doing what she have done and her sister too, i don't want to talk about what they did but when everyone saw her crying and begging me and my other friends for forgiveness they all went to her n kept asking her the reason why we weren't talking to her anymore, they kept telling us to forgive her and that she didn't do anything wrong and THEY DON'T DAMN KNOW WHAT HAPPENED IN THE FIRST PLACE!!
i know they were just trying to fix our problems and all, but they should listen to both side's story not just her story cause she was crying and we weren't >___>, i don't know what she was saying to them but everyone was saying that it was our fault.
i don't know how my arabic teacher knew about it but she didn't even try to ask us about it or try to solve our probs, she just said that we were the ones wrong -__-.
oh how i wanted to kill the two sisters and the teacher, i wanted to burn they're eyes and stick a fork in they're noses and a chainsaw in they're mouth and cut they're arms and legs off and chop them to little pieces and throw they're parts in a barrel filled with needles and put a bomb in that barrel and ... i think i should stop now.
anyway.. this girl was starting to be back to herself again, she was trying to talk to us and ask for forgiveness, we told her we're gonna be talking to her but we're still gonna think about forgive her, now her sisters asking for forgiveness too but i don't think we can ever forgive her sis, she have done alot that we can never forget.
..

second, i think i'm becoming stupid.. i just noticed that i'm getting stupid in math ( which was my fav subject ) and getting stupid in everything actually, i don't understand science anymore , getting even lower marks in arabic, getting worst in english too .. and sometimes while i'm talking to someone i just talk to them in different languages by mistake .
i know english, arabic and tagalog. when i talk in arabic with arab people most of them don't understand, same with tagalog and english, the only one who understands me is my sister TT______________TT, its cause she's the only one who knows the same languages that i do, so when we talk its a mix of the three we know so no one understands us when we talk to each other.
and i just noticed that my life is getting boring.. i cant wait to go to philippines soon to have a bit of adventure in my life.

i think i'm getting a bit better in drawing ^o^, but getting worst in painting ToT, when i was in fifth grade i used to win second place in painting, my arts teacher this year kept asking me to go to her in the arts room to practice painting for some competition, i didn't want to go waste my time going to her for a competition by myself, atleast i had one of my best friends with me in fifth grade.

hmm, what else happened this month? @_@

oh, and i got my report card.... i don't wanna talk about it too >__>  it just sucks.

and i lost a chain me and my best friend had on our mobile TT____TT, she thinks i lost in on purpose but i didn't!
i'm searching for something else to give her that we can both put in our mob's b4 i go to phili and she go to syria T-T, i'm really gonna miss her T^T but i miss my fam in phili too..

i'm getting hungry now, its 8.47 am and i just woke up from a 13 hour sleep *yawn* ^-^, and our fridge is empty, we're banned from having food in our fridge T-T, they say we eat too much O.o. 

YAY, harry potter one and two just finished downloading >.<.
i just watched part 4 in my best friends house and watched part 3 and 4 again with my aunt and brother, harry potter looks awesome in both part 3 and 4 >.< he just makes me melt T~T .
i saw part 1 b4 but i didn't watch part 2 yet, lol saw part 1 then 4 then 3 and now i'm going to watch it from 1 to 4 with my sis ^o^.
i don't know when though.

yuck, we have a history exam no sunday, i don't want to study >.> .

this journal is too long already, have to stop now.

T____T 
i'm soo tired today, the left part of my head hurts soo much and my tummy is starting to hurt too.
my english teacher played something on the stereo and she had the volume high @_@ i felt like my head was going to explode.
and my P.E. teacher let us do sit-ups and push-ups T__T , i didn't do push-ups yet , i'm guna have to do it on wed , my tummy hurts cause of that.
i'm supposed to be at the cultural foundation again today, but i feel like i'm gonna fall on the ground if i go outta the house.
and i'm soo sleepy but i can't sleep T ^ T .
my aunt says that we might go to dubai tomorrow, so i hope i feel better tomorrow and start a new good day T o T .
took pix of my eraser of boredom XD

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
today was one of the best days ever!!
well, we ( ME,azu *my sister*, marwa, salama,maha,sara,dana ) went to the cultural foundation today to see the first abu-dhabi international festival of comic-strips!
when we got there we read that its was going to start at 7:00, and it was like 5:00.
so we went around for a bit, we went to the library. and guess what?? 
its the first time i ever go to a library and i got kicked out O.o, how rude =___=
i wanted to shoot the people who works there.
at 7:00 we went to the exhibition, and saw awesome drawings!! T__T
the artist came and we were like --> O____O
we went to take pictures with him and took his autograph, unfortunately i didn't get one T-T.
we started asking him stuff and he was really fun to talk with * even though we didn't understand him and had a translator to translate for us *.
we were like * we're really fans of manga and anime, and are you coming back here in abu-dhabi someday * he was like * yes yes , i would love you guys to come to Japan to * were like * WE WISH!, someday we will * etc.
then they said he was going to draw after like 15 mins, so we went to get something to drink and went back there.
he drew an awesome drawing >.<, and he drew it really fast.
lol, we kept walking behind him as if we were his shadow XD, i bet he went crazy.
he started drawing another drawing for a guy, i dunno who he is.. but i think he was a VIP O.o, he gave him his autograph and used this red stamp? or something, i dunno what they call it , we were like ( waaa, we want drawings too * ONEGAI-SHIMASU!! T-T * ).
he said his arms hurt , so we said its ok, so we asked if he's coming again tomorrow, they said he would, but since we told him we were coming back i bet he wont come XD!!
hope he does though, ill tell more about it tomorrow when we go back there =D.